here i am again

so school started, and so far its not too bad. of course, i havent even had all of my classes yet. haha.
i have high hopes for this semester. it always starts that way. ive even made flash cards!!!
lets see if it keeps up this way.
ive managed to make my brain SHUT UP and stop driving me nuts and i am happy now.
i am comfortable.
i like it.
this year needs to hurry up and end.
this semester i know is going to draaaaag by, but i would be ecstatic if it flew by.
im ready for next year.
i graduate at the end of next year!
thats exciting. and suuuper scary.
that means i have to be a grown up.
pay off loans.
do grown up things.
think about the future.
have a real career.
thats the scary part. i dont know what i want to do.
still working on that.
i am jealous of people that know what they want to do. who have a plan for their lives. hopefully i will get there eventually. hopefully within the next year and a half...