wow

i cant believe its been a year since i told.
a year since i first said those words.
and what a year it has been.
even with all of the ups and downs it has caused, i wouldnt take back what i said that night.
it has allowed me to be who i really am.
THIS is me.
its been a tough journey, and i know that it will get tougher still, but i also know that i have such a community of support built up around me.
there are still 4 very important people i need to tell.
the rest will find out when they find out.
but i am scared.
scared of losing 3 of those people.
those 3 people are so important in my life, i cant bear to think of my life without them.
so i hide it still.
eventually the day will come.