thoughts

got a lot on my mind tonight.
but most of all ive been thinking about tracee and gavin.
little itty bitty gavin.
i am so praying for their family that they are able to hold strong together and get through this.
that gavin can gain the strength that he needs.
that tracee is able to stay pregnant until at least 28 weeks.
that God's will be done in all of this.

i really dont understand it sometimes.
i start to question why?
why are all of these little babies born so sick and broken?
what could God possibly be thinking???
but they i just have to hold strong and have faith.
believe that these little ones are here to teach us something, even if they are only with us for a short time.
the stories are getting to me tonight.
i wish there were more i could do.
but tonight? tonight i pray.
pray that they get through another day, make it one day closer to 28 weeks, improve gavins chances by 1 more day.
i also pray for 1 more day for laura...1 more day of a slow heart rate, then another after that, and another and another. 1 more day for her body to adjust, for her heart to adjust. one more day brings more hope.

tomorrow is another day, many people dont realize how important another day is.
i am starting to realize all that 1 more day can mean.