mom had a dr appointment today.
nothing new really.
in 6 months she could be dead...
or in 6 months she could be going back to get another mri that shows nothing has changed.
i hate this waiting and wondering.
it scares me that any day the spot in her brain could bleed.
again.
and dramatically change the person she is.
again.
she is changing and it scares me.
i joke about it and play it off, but it tears me up inside.
i cant talk about it though, because we are all so damn freaked out by this that we hardly want to admit it.
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