Monday, October 26, 2009

birfday!!!!

its my birthday this saturday!
who doesnt love birthdays?
i am excited to be 20 and not be a teenager anymore.

it doesnt really feel like my birthday is right around the corner though.
growing up and being an adult sucks because the little things that used to happen for your birthday dont anymore.
i loved when i was little that for about a month before your birthday there would be cards in the mail for you from people you hardly even knew, but they remembered your special day.
and at school your friends would bring you cards and presents...and just little things that made me feel special.
it has always been hard for it to feel like "my day" as a lot of people say their birthdays are, because i share my birthday with halloween, but my parents always managed to make it fun when i was younger.
some days i really wish i could go back to being little...when i didnt have to worry about bills, or work, or school deadlines, and i could just enjoy that it was my birthday and have fun with my friends and family.

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