ok, so i know i said in the last post that i am happy, and its true, i am.
but the past few days i have had those feelings again.
those what ifs? and why nots?
it doesnt make me sad though.
i love the time that we spent together, i love the songs that remind me of us, i love who we were and who we are today.
sure, i wish for more, and sure if it were offered again i would jump at the chance.
but i think i would approach it differently.
getting my heart broken twice sucked, but there is just something about her that keeps me coming back.
i dont understand it, dont know that i ever will, and dont know that we will ever have what we had that first summer, but i will never lose those memories.
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