is it winter?

because it sure feels like it. 

all summer i could feel the warm sunshine, all around me. 

it was a wonderful feeling, and i dont know where it has gone. 

i feel like all of these clouds have come, and blocked out the sun, and now i am trying to push away the clouds, just to get a glimpse of that ray of sun i used to know so well. 

the clouds always manage to beat me though, no matter how hard i try, and its killing me. 

i just want my sun back.